Thursday, March 25, 2010

It's Been a While...

It's been a while since I posted last.

Spring Break has come and gone, and all it really brought with it was a stressful trip East, a sewing machine, and a sinus infection.

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Do you ever have internal conflicts where you tell yourself to let go of something but everything drags you back to when it happened?

It's enough to drive you mad.

But I'll tell you a secret.

All the best people are.

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I have a lot of ideas... if only I would follow through.

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Apple Sauce and Film

So I'm sitting here amongst a pile of clean clothes I never put away and a comforter I can't seem to keep on my bed eating apple sauce out of a jar with a spoon.

It's been a pretty great day.

Got my paper written about Andy Warhol.

Listened to some awesome classic rock.

Heard an amazing visiting artist talk about photography and film school.

But somehow, I feel unfulfilled.  

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The other night while talking about education, someone told me that it's probably good I don't have siblings because I don't have the patience for them.

Don't you think that is something someone learns?  Not just born with?

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I can't get over things that never happened.



Sunday, March 7, 2010

Reminiscing with Rabbits

This evening was quite delightful, I must say.

After an afternoon of working in the Ag building wood shop, my friends and I took a little trip to Sulphur Springs to see Alice in Wonderland.

Grand movie.

But while everyone else is sitting there wondering what it would be like to have those 3-D glasses on their face and a handful of psychedelic drugs in their hand, I think about how much I love my father.

If you know me well, you probably know that I am a very sentimental person.  

I enjoy thinking about the past.

I come by it honestly though.

Daddy is often reminiscent and I love when we drive and he tells me about when he was young.

Story time kids...

When I was little I remember refusing to sleep.

It was not something I enjoyed doing.

To this day I would rather stay up and do stuff than go to bed.

But I remember laying in bed for several nights in a row as my father read Alice in Wonderland to me.

I would fall asleep while he read, catch myself, and try and wake up again.

But he would always pick up where he left off the next night.

He even read Through The Looking Glass to me.

Amongst several occasions, that is one of the highest ranking memories I cherish about my childhood, and about my father.

At the same time, my mother would read The Velveteen Rabbit to me.

Over and over and over again.

It never got old.

She would cry, and I would love her.

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There's just something about rabbits.






Monday, March 1, 2010

Pay Up

I had one of the best weekends ever in Austin thanks to my dear friend Jamie.

I saw "The View From The Window At Le Gras" for the first time.  I do believe I can die happy now.

However, I do believe I am paying the price for too much fun this weekend for I find myself quite sick.

At least my misery is being softened by a good dose of The Holy Grail on IFC.

Pictures to come soon... for now, this computer screen is far too bright for my comfort.